"Know that you are love experiencing & expressing itself" - Josefina Bashout-
Who am I and Why you can trust me?
In 2009, I had made my way up the corporate ladder in the design & product development industry which by traditional standards a labeled as career “success”. Working with celebrity clients in Los Angeles and getting invited to the most elite parties in Hollywood, I thought I was happy. And it looked that way to the outside world. But the reality was I lacked true fulfillment and was searching for soulful connection the only way i new how, thorough drinking and going out - i say that I was searching for love at the bottom of a shot glass.
That is, until I was faced with a very shocking and harsh reality being diagonosed with CIN III Sever High Grade pre-cervical cancer and HPV. I was 26 years old and suddenly my entire future was looking me in the face and the potential of motherhood was now a choice that is being taken away from me. According to Western medicine i had only 1 option, cut out a part of my body, a piece of me that is connected to my being as a woman. The solution to them was simple and they did not care if they cut out my cervix and I was not facing a 30% chance of miscarriage or the fact that they were not addressing the root issue of how the cancerous cells developed. A disregard for the real;it’s that this may not work and i may have to put my body through it a second time which decreased my chances of motherhood now to 60% - my wellbeing and future was not addresses. I felt like a victim and so disempowered and ashamed of my own body for failing me and being a burden.
I decided to take things in my own hands and not be a victim or believe what they doctors told me was my only choice. In addressing this sobering reality, and with the help of my sister, I initiated a life changing journey in 2010 working with alternative healing methods that not only healed me after the 1.5 year journey but guided me into a radical lifestyle change giving me better physical, spiritual, & emotional health than I had ever experienced before. My body became alive again and this experienced awakened me to what would later be my life’s work.
I empowered myself to become my own greatest healer.
Once a victim of sexual & physical abuse (#metoo) and gential shame through unconscious sexual acts. Although I helped myself heal through Reiki, women's circles, Shamanic ceremonies, meditation, self-love practices and ancient modalities, there was still something missing. I was missing the core root of what caused my need for healing in the first place: emotional wounding and social conditioning that left me disconnected and withdrawn from the most powerful life-force energy I had living inside of me and between my thighs- the connection to my feminine power.
The grand majority of people around the world have been conditioned to hold shameful beliefs around their sexuality & body, which trickles into a life that lacks ecstatic love and soulful intimacy. I was definitely no exception. So after a five year initiation journey traveling and studying indigenous traditions and healing modalities around the world, I received internal guidance to raise the collective consciousness around this issue and spread my message or turning tradegy into triumph along with all that work & research provides for inspiration and empowerment.
Since shifting my life’s work focus, I have empowered hundreds of women across the globe to reframe issues around feminine power and sexual shame. I’ve guided them to step into their feminine power as fully expressed & embodied women the same way I did- with a commitment to RADICAL self-love. Through this work, my clients have been able to redesign their life in a way that they had deemed unimaginable.
My mission is to continue to spread the message of honoring the divine feminine essence and qualities that live within both men and women, throughout the collective consciousness, so we as a planet can embrace the feminine and reside in more universal harmony.
With a certificate in Advanced Spiritual Psychology focusing on conscious health and living and over a decade of research and development in Sacred Sexuality, Ancient & alternative modalities of healing, I’ve crafted several programs and workshops focusing on empowering women globally providing sustainable results in how they feel, living more fully connected to their heart and spirit.
I work with only certain amount of women at a time in my private Mentorship program. If you feel called to work with me through Mentorship program please fill out the application through the link below.