As I integrate my lessons from this years burn, my week long journey had an undeniable highlighted theme: Surrender + Soften :: Gentleness is not weakness, it's true power.
I left my rigidness, righteousness, and pain in the dust this year!
The men stood behind us, holding space, loving the feminine unconditionally and witnessing the most sacred wounding of the feminine. I melted into jello and allowed my brothers and sisters on the playa to see a part of me that only I allowed myself to know. In this space of softness I received more love, care, respect, laughter, and tenderness which could only happen from a place of being fully surrendered-I didn't "try" to be ok or pull myself together in front of my friends, I didn't drag myself up off the floor when people who knew me would pass me by to say hello...it was hard to not be "strong", get up and keep moving like a warrior goddess as I had been well trained to be, keeping the pain within through contraction my body to give me the 'strength' I need to get up. Instead I remained and loved exactly where I was and the gifts came to me by staying soft and relaxed in my body, allowing it to move through the clearing of emotions that we're trapped in my cells until the clearing had it's way with me and I was nice and empty.
I have a profoundly new relationship with my body, for she is now relaxed in all the places where pain was once stored and her voice is louder than ever as she asked me to ride the waves of subtlety, following the synchronistic signs of F L O W. Let that be the Universal force that carries me so I may remain in my soft feminine power and stay open to new ways as this integration will make an impact on personal and professional life.
Being both Soft & Strong is a combination that only a few have mastered.
I am a badass with a wild heart and the type of woman you want standing by your side. I know a lot of women who could hold their own because we have had to depend solely on ourselves so we know how to be in our masculine and get things done. Radical self-reliance. Who would we be as strong women without this over identification that society, our sisters, men and ourselves place on us-I am talking to you Ms. Independent Woman? It takes a lot of courageous to be out in the world on your own and create your life, it can always harden us up as women and don't let men lead us causing them to take a back seat. Given we need a really big container and a strong masculine to hold us and allow for us to surrender, any good looking prince just wont do, I'm talking about an embodied powerhouse masculine who works in the subtleties and knows how to loving lead. I know we want this type of KING ladies but can we soften into him and let him be a man or do you want to keep doing it all, leading the way in every situation just because you can? If you are anything like how I was , I had the whole Purpose Driven, Warrior Princess Gotta Save The World Type of Vibe going on and everyone around knew how strong I am. I wore it like a badge of honor with my body held together tightly prepared for battle. Living with parts of me that seems to be in a state of permeant contraction. TRUSTING OTHERS CAN DO IT and allow others to lead me was SUPER challenging for me coming from my Middle Eastern Heritgae, Childhood, and over 15+ years of project management. It was so engrained in my cells to take charge and guide others, so for me to follow someone else was uncomfortable and scary and honestly unknown for me especially when it came to relationships or friendships. My intention last year at the end of Burning man was to " let go of control" and I got extremely clear that was coming up again to be cleared on Day 1 this year. Now I faced two options, I could either resist and push my way through the journey with tension and hope to sync up to the flow or for a change, take a back seat to my mind, follow my heart and others and allow myself to be pleasantly surprised at the way which spirit and others guided me into the unknown destinations.
The reason why humans control is because we are afraid to surrender and trust another person because our past programming tells us we aren't safe to trust.
This burn opened me up to realize that I know everything and nothing all at the same time and that my way isn't always the BEST and ONLY way-how boring would life be if I stuck by that as my truth. The curious little girl inside of me can learn new ways to d the same things that may be more pleasurable and when I feel that badass boss inside who has been running the show for years come up and start to whisper "what if they do it wrong or get us lost....or thats not right we need to do it" I smile, take a breath and softly whisper back to her " I am open to receiving a new way" and this will be my mantra moving forward thanks to a soul sister of mine who helped me with this affirmation that I am sharing with you today.
ALIGNMENT// Blessings happen when your chakras are clean, balanced and shiny. There is no more resistance in your energy field and you are one with the flow of life. Nothing feels better to me than being in full alignment with my dreams, soul desire's and God/Spirit.
A lot of us have heard "what you resist will persist" and why is this? It's because we are actually using energy to "push away" what it is we want and by doing this we keep away what we truly want like abundance, pleasure, partnerships, and expansion.
When I allow energy to flow through my system, everything that is a reflection of that source energy can also flow to me, placing me in a position of RECEIVING. There was a misconception that if I held on to what I don't want to lose that I would get more- truth is that is actually LACK consciousness thinking-not thoughts coming from abundance-when I would come from this place I was in a more closed and contracted state subconsciously therefore creating resistance to receiving.
How does this impact your sexual confidence and bedroom behavior?
Im my experience I have seen a direct correlation of this reflected in my sexual relationships and depth of intimacy where if I am in any place of lack and contraction it shows up in the amount of pleasure and love I am able to receive. The more I open to my partner, friends, dreams, and life the more I can take in and run through my nervous system which attracts my desires. Trying to create from a place of where you are seeing something missing SHIFTS into asking for what you want and staying open long enough to receive it as it actualize in your life. Everything I want is always there and available to me and I am reminded of this each time i find myself trying to go out side and seek something that I perceive is missing. Over the weekend, I found myself in this misbelief-it's a tricky one to catch sometimes when it's active-I was seeking to be where everyone was, to make sure Im with the best people, doing all the things that they are doing and focusing so much outside of myself. I became less joyful about my experience, didn't feel as sexy or confident, and things didn't seem to be working out the way I wanted them to be. I was seeking to create from a place of perceived lack and trying to fill in what I thought I needed in that moment to feel more full and open. I say "perceived" lack because it was something that I viewed through my perception filter that was tinted with lack for in reality there is never truly lack but at times these glasses sneak on to my eyes and I forget. I am human.
What I did to shift this was I slowed down and stayed still. In the stillness I explored where was I not in alignment which was producing these feelings of contraction and unhappiness and keeping me away from what I desired which was deeper connection with new and old friends. In that place I was able to remembered the valuable lesson that I have to simply focus on what I do want and call it forward to me and like a magic genie granting me a wish-poof it all showed up within the next 30 minutes!
Now disclaimer; I have been doing this work for many many years so it takes my reality a much shorter time to catch up with me when i'm in alignment and for those who are newer to these metaphysical and spiritual practices that may think this is BS, I invite you to keep practicing and experiment with this as it will take less time for it to show up and shift your experience more you work this process.
I like to think about it this way: You're sitting in the middle of a field and all of your best friends, lovers, food, abundance, and heartfelt desires come out to play in the most EPIC game of hide and seek and they are all looking for you!
The face of a Sexually Abused, Physically Abused + Recovered Love Addict.....may not be who you think of initially.
That's because I'm a THRIVER not just a survivor!
I am not the "stereotypical" image of what media shows as a survivor of abuse however I am in the statics of 1 in 4 women that have gone through sexual abuse & trauma.
Here I am today, thriving through the healing modalities of Meditation, Akashic Records, Yoga, Mindfulness, EDMR, Astrology, Plant Medicines, Tantra, Empowerment Coaching, Shamanic Healing, Spiritual Psychology and Dance.
How do I thrive and not just survivor? SELF- LOVE + SELF WORSHIP without censoring my expression rooted in self honoring choices. I give myself permission to have alone time in my life as a way of recharging my self love battery which is the opposite of what i would do in the past. Previously in my life I hated being alone and would judge myself for not being loved so I would try to occupy as much as my free time as possible by going out on dates every night of the week that I had free seeking to fill the void i felt in my heart. It was that whole love addiction cycle, it constantly had me chasing. I also embarked on my own sacred sisterhood journey including a ritual that allowed me to reclaim my own body and create a shift in the way I see and experience myself that has now trail blazed the path for me as the one and only Pussy Priestess. From the shadows of my past I forged a path of light to help others learn from my journey so they don't have to actually experience the hardship in order to learn the universal lessons.
Remember in last week's blog post, I called myself out with my ego constantly saying to me "Who do you think you are?" which kept me in my dis-empowerment and self doubt. Oh I have a story for you!
Well that ego story showed up in real life this weekend as a women, 20 years my senior, said exactly that to me wen we met and I shared with her what it is I do. She had to first get over the initial shock of my title as The Pussy Priestess and then in her discomfort she came at me with all kinds of hard hits to try and knock me down and question myself. Good thing i had done all this spiritual work and re-framing to meet this woman exactly where she was-in her own repressed fear of her feminine essence and old belief system that showing up as an expressed women is weak. She is a Korean woman in her mid 50's and told me that women like "us" aren't't allowed to be saying such things so how dare I talk about it so lightly and with a smile on my face. After about 15 minutes speaking to this woman, there I saw the depth of my previous fears and worries within her as she tells me "you don't know me and need to respect your elders." I knew her in so many ways: her pains, her fears, her need to wear the big boys pants in the corporate world and walk like she's 20 feet tall to protect herself. The truth is, she didn't't know me and what I came to realize in this beautiful lesson from the universe was that a lot of you who I write to also don't know me as in depth of my journey to becoming the Pussy Priestess.
When I was young I would get beaten for not wearing shoes in the street and exploring my pussy with my neighbor and best girlfriend. My mother would ripe up my shorts so I couldn't't wear them as a way to protect me from men. When I was 11 years old I was violently molested by a friend of the family who threw $5 at me as a way of showing my worth-what a total mind fuck that was throughout all of my relationships and adulthood! As I entered into my late teens and early twenties, I had never dealt with this trauma, I was suffering from PTS after all the abuse and was numb in the lower half of my body. In an attempt to feel and experience my first orgasm without any clue on what I was doing, I took a vacuum cleaner hose and placed it to my pussy. I had been influenced by films like 'Road trip' and 'American pie' and wanted to explore my sexuality also however I badly injured myself and performed something that I now know of as genital cruelty.
I never dealt with that shame nor did I tell a single soul from the amount of sheer embarrassment I felt. I stopped being intimate with long term boyfriend and had to live with this deep pain between my thighs for months before it will heal enough to stop swelling. In my mid-20's I found out I had high grade cervical dysplasia CIN II & III and was devastated at the thought of not having children and cutting out parts of my cervix. I was also seeing a very jealous and physically man at the time and my whole life was overhauled by fear.
This was a pivotal moment in my life that had me hit my knees to the ground and I prayed for healing, guidance, and strength. I went through a year of holistic treatment with an ND named Dr. Michele Gerber in Los Angeles and together we worked on changing my lifestyle habits. As a way of coping with the physical pain i was experiencing and to feel my power in what some would find a powerless situation, I turned to yoga and meditation for the first time in my life. I am happy to say that I have remained clear and healthy ever since. Ladies make sure you don't skip out on your yearly pap appointments!
I know what the journey to embodiment is like and how scary it can be to be in your body again. I also know how dis-empowering our society can be towards our bodies and the false ideas around shaming our natural sexual nature whether your a man or woman. How many of you heard the saying that if a man shows his emotions its a sign of weakness and can be considered a "pussy" ? I think that's total bullshit in my book and an insult to me as I know just how powerful my pussy really is. Consider this, what if the word "pussy" came from the root word "passion" and at one point in Ancient Egypt there was a cat like goddess name Bast who was the goddess of passion, pleasure, dance, and celebration and the word pussy was actually honoring these beautiful feminine aspect that live within each of us.
How would you feel about the word 'pussy' now?
Stay tuned for next weeks email blast as I go deeper into the history and education pussy power. Like I said last week "PLAYING SMALL DOESN'T HELP ANYONE, nor does playing the pretend game that you're less than the magnificent brilliant creation of god that you are." Thanks Universe for putting me to the test!
Stackers are always watching to see how we respond to our earth school lessons!
Find out what makes you feel the happiest, healthiest, and most supported and include more of that in your lifestyle.
If you seek assistance in this new lifestyle design I am here to help. Email me directly email@example.com and happy to share some tips with you!
Did you know that you are co-creating your reality in every moment as you play in this interactive video game know as the game of life? You may have forgotten but I am here today to remind you that
It is the ideas, beliefs and projections that you have about yourself and the world that create the person you are today.
There is something within you, even in this moment as you read this message that is desiring to be expressed. Do you give yourself the permission to explore that desire or do you constantly stifle yourself saying " I couldn't do that" or " of course that person can do it because they have the body, training, freedom, support....or" Fill in the blank____ We give ourselves every reason in the book why we cant do something but how often do we give ourselves an "uh- huh" and just go for it!?
When I powerfully proclaimed and stepped into my work as The Pussy Priestess do you think I wasn't sacred shitless about making such a bold statement and what other people would think of me? Of course I was and i would be lying if I didn't say so!
I had to have many friends talk with me for hours and it wasn't until I claimed it and spoke it into exists, with intention that I created the woman who is writing to you today from a place of Authentic Empowerment.
I had so many fears and judgements come up with the little voice inside telling me "who do you think you are, people will take it the wrong way and you cant do this." It was only when I gave myself the permission to own the awesomeness of who I truly am, without censoring myself or dimming my light to no ruffle other peoples feathers, that men and women now from across the world can see me and be positively impacted by my work.
I am here and happy to speak to you if this is where you're at right now in life. Message me.
PLAYING SMALL DOESNT HELP ANYONE, nor does playing the pretend game that you're less than the magnificent brilliant creation of god that you are.
It takes some guts, a lot of self love, and detaching to others opinions to create the person who your soul longs to become in this lifetime.
What if you considered this reality: What was once broken is now healed and whole on display as its own masterpiece. A healer 3 years ago told me something that I will forget; he said the way of love is by our scars. "Show me your scars love and I will show you mine." We all have some kind of wounding, we wouldn't be here on earth school to learn if we didn't have something to work with.
Who are you today, beyond the story of your scars, as the masterpiece creation of your being?
Remember, you are the sculpture.
Start creating an image of yourself that feels good to the touch, pleasant to your eyes, and soothes your heart. Be as outrageous in your being, as bright in your radiance as you can stand it......then push yourself even deeper into the light of love and Shine like Sun because we need your light and unique expression
Today the Lesson is to E N J O Y Summer.
Summer is a wonderful time, when everything is in full bloom.
Summer took me like a passionate lover, grabbed me by the hand and we danced off into the sunset. Our eyes locked deep in a gaze as every color of the rainbow showered down and entered into my body, opening us up to a higher level ecstatic awareness.
The intimacy I felt between me and summer was soft and tender yet firm and penetrating- summer had me dripping wet with every breath and gave me rolling organism with every laugh.
I was so high on the majestic radiance that this lover brought into my life. Each step we took was taking us deeper into pleasure and i was fully surrendered into summers desires.
We may have forgotten what life, magic, and fun this time of year presents us as we have gotten so used to other times.
Often we could get caught in the feeling of autumn when it's the season for introspection or the instinctual habit of hibernation that winter brings.
This weekend marked 50th Anniversary for the Summer of Love that took place in the 60's where thousands of people gathered to celebrate peace, love, music and life of the summer time. As I spoke in front of a room full of people on peace and the women's movement of the 60's I remembered how much I would LIVE for summer days as a girl. How I related to myself back as a young girl was different than how I had related to myself as a woman. Back then I only desired to feel free and playful-so what changed? The lack of permission and rules I put on myself is what changed and the way i related to myself was the issue.
In todays society we are so focused on getting results, more clients, more money, more affluence but what about the value we put on happiness and playfulness. Its just as important as it brings balance to life. Its time to take you panties out of the bunch they have been in and in fact, its time to stop wearing them all together! Let summer be your best lover.
As we enjoy this change of the season my invitation to you is this:
How can you relate to summer and yourself in a new way than you have before in the past and make summer your most passionate love affair this year?
What have you been waiting all summer for long to do and yet have still no plans set in your calendar to do it?
Where is a place you have desires to explore that keeps coming up every that you push off or remember that road trip you have said you always wanted to take-now is the time to do it!
BREATH & RECHARGE
H A P P I N E S S: How much joy +playfulness are you allowing into your day? You can be the happiest person you know by not sweating the small things and brining a curiously open mind to the bigger things. Go get your love, go get your peace, go get your joy it's all waiting for you
It may sound like the most simple thing in the world yet many of us forget to give ourselves the permission we need to take a break and recharge our energy or as i like to call it, our soul battery.
To give, give, give and give even more is to put out without taking more in and this depletes your soul battery. It drains you, runs you down and robs you of the joy and happiness that you could be experiencing in your life.
I know this rat race well, I was in the same race when I worked in the world of Corporate America and they teach you to work long hours because we "gotta get it done, and it has to be all done today!" Reality is, sitting at your desk and having your lunch isn't really bringing your the happiness and joy that you deserve everyday. It especially doesn't help you to recharge and step away from the work you are doing to allow even a brief moment of play to enter your day.
Running on low battery is no longer necessary, because now we know how to live differently and can make a conscious choice to design our lifestyle a new. Taking the time to rest, renew, and refresh isn't a waste of your time-its how you recharge and show up even more powerfully and present to your work, your relationship, your kids.
Actions that emerge from from an energized source are easier, go further, accomplish more. Let your work and love come from a vital spirit.
Take a nap in the grass, read a book. Drink your coffee/tea outside. Listen to a song with your full presence and close your eyes to be let the vibrations move your soul. See a movie. Walk in nature. Go on a long drive with the windows down. Meditate. Dance. Take photos of things that touch your heart. Its time to S L O W D O W N and let more precious moments of happiness, love, and laughter into your day.
There is a quote I love by Carl Jung that sums up this topic for me-
" Sexuality & Spirituality are pairs of opposites that need each other."
Lets talk about love, sex, and connection for a moment can we? There is so much magic, juiciness, and expansion that takes place within deep intimacy.
There are also the shadows of doubt, fear and uncertainty that can stand in the way of you experiencing this profound level of intimate connection with one another.
Intimacy doesn't have to mean sex, in fact, the deepest level of intimacy occurs before any of that starts simply with the breath and energy behind your breathing. Ever had a moment when you were sitting down somewhere, enjoying yourself, then someone comes and sit next to you and suddenly you feel like they have entered into your space and are way too close for comfort? That person is entering into your energetic field which can cause you to feel either more or less connected to this person.
We can get close to someone and feel them more deeply by simply tuning into their energy field, looking them directly in the eyes while holding a gaze, and breathing love into the space between your bodies.
I find that when I bring in the art of joyfully living, I experience more blissful, loving intimate connection in my daily life.
How can you create more intimacy?
Here are a few tips: Hug someone with your full presence for 1 minute and allow the chemicals to be released in both of your bodies, creating an instant biochemical connection.
Sit across from a friend or a lover and set aside 5 minutes. Begin with an Eye gaze where you look deeply into each other eyes without looking away or filching- This is called soul gazing-and look for the loving essence within. Place your right hand on their heart and allow them to do the same. Close your eyes and begin to breath together in harmony with your breathe syncing in motion and flow.
Work with the 5 senses: Taste, touch, smell, sight, and sound- Playing with the senses activates the pleasure response system in your body opening your receptors which allows you to enjoy more of what you are receiving. When you are in a state of receiving you are creating more intimacy between you and the giver.
Majestic Radiance comes from a life and body filled with loving connection to self, the divine, and others.
Love is a funny thing, you can get caught up in the whimsical magic or the dark storm of the powerful force that your ego brings to it.
Pure love, the unconditional kind of of love; has no story, agenda or boundaries. It is always flowing like an endless well.
Trying to control how much water is flowing from the well, the way the water moves and the direction in which it is going is what stops the flow. Making it my job to turn the wellspring on and off and focused on where it was not flowing had been my biggest trapping and pattern with my relationship to love.
Love is always ready for union, partnership, & intimacy but are we really ready for a relationship with love? I felt my heart race, the tension in my thighs building, the speeding up of my breathe as I asked myself this question. "Am I ready for a new relationship with this universal unconditional always present love...." My soul answered back..."yes I am."
The old belief that my relationship with love had to explored with my partner, needing the safety of the container of a committed romantic relationship so I can work on my "stuff" with my partner to deepen my connection to love was a story had been telling myself for years. That I need a partnership and a mirror to help me evolve in my understanding of this caliber of loving. The truth unraveled itself, could I handle all my own stuff and was I ready to look deeper into the mirror of unconditional love?
What is being asked of me now, as love whispers in my ear like the most present and sensual lover, is to learn how to make love for loves sake and take the time to slow down and get to know this new love. Build a relationship and learn what it likes, how it plays and desires to be expressed through me as a vessel.
Its not when a relationship ends, a partner leaves to travel the world, someone breaks your heart by choosing a different direction for their life does love also leave you. Oh no darling that is just the illusion that I mentioned earlier that we must stay away from. That is not love.
That is an old story that we know far too well that has always leaves us feeling in the role of the victim and then one day, like today, we realize that when love is involved in every word, action, and intention there are no victims.
~All for & in love~
When I have a desire, it can be on my mind all day long. Thinking about it keeps it top of mind yes, no doubt about it, and it can also put too much pressure when your desire hasn't manifested yet. Let me put it this way; you are about to perform for a group, you have been preparing for this performance, building up so much excitement for this one big moment and then when the moment comes you have stage freight and go radio silent. We tend to want and desire something so much that we get into a habit of thinking about it all the time and when we finally get it we don't know what to do with it because it now requires us to open ourselves up to receive it which brings forward all kinds of feelings.
I made one single shift that transformed my experience around my desire to as more pleasurable one where I could practice receiving all the feelings that my desires would bring me...so what did I do? I stopped thinking and started feeling!
I know what you are thinking, sounds so cliché and easy-just go into the feelings but hear me out first. The ego loves to play in the field of the mind and as soon you choose to drop into your emotions it starts to kick into overdrive trying to protect you from certain feelings and creating all kinds of stories because of its safer in the mind. However, if you really want the experience of your desires you won't get it operating from the place of the egoic mind.
The key is to drop into the frequency, or the more nonspiritual lingo, the emotions/feelings, that your desires would bring you by receiving it at exactly the moment you crave it and FEEL the experience of having it.
The cycle will continue on for a lifetime if you decide to stay in a place of wanting, it keeps you in the same vibrational place of wanting and always wanting instead of receiving which I know is what you really desire and crave the most for yourself.
Tune into the vibrational frequency and feeling of your desires and give yourself the permission to FEEL it all: the turn on, pleasure, success, joy, expansiveness, love, wealth, affluence and whatever else you crave.
Radiance happens by diving head first into your darkness. The grief, anger, pain, frustration and all the feelings that keep us turned off as we move through life instead of enjoying it. By giving myself permission to unleash my inner storm of rupture , I allow the little girl who never got to grief, shout, pout, or ball her eyes out as she sat on the floor in feelings of betrayal to be seen and have a voice. The kind of Rupture I'm talking about lives inside of every woman whether she is conscious to it or not-be it rape, verbal abuse, sexual abuse, being ignored or rejected-it is the very thing that gets us angry as woman and turns us off from our potent essence: our ra• di• ance.
When I was unconsciously navigating my life and before my spiritual awakening, sensual journey & initiation into my own pussy power occurred, I would assume that my feelings of disconnection and upset meant that It was time for me to go out on a date, veg out on the couch, sleep with a hot and sexy man that I would find on a dating app or find someway to completely distract myself from feeling all the feelings that were stirring inside of me. For years I held my rupture at bay because I didn't want to be "too much" or taken over by the intense sadness that would knock on the door of my temple. This coping mechanism worked until one day it no longer worked and I found myself feeling so small and disempowered. Cue the victim please! The world is mean, no one likes me, stories on stories that yet again were distracting me from really feeling my way into the fire of my heart. What I have learned and what I am sharing with you is that your rupture, your pain is the key to unlocking your radiance. I didn't get here because my life was perfect and easy and everyone loved me and saw me as the magical goddess I am today. When I feel myself dimmed and angry at life, its a good indictor that its time for me to go into my rupture and allow it to rock my body. I was victorious in overcoming adversity and feeling all the things I didn't want to feel like crying my eyes out for 6 months over the ending of a 3 year soulful relationship that I didn't want to let go of and yet I knew there was no other way to my happiness. As recently as Friday night I went out and watched this beautiful show at a hotel in West Hollywood and in one performance I witnessed the struggle that goes in relationship when addiction and drugs are involved. They played the scene out so beautifully that it opened up a well of emotions that I had no idea where hiding out within my heart by just witnessing their storm. It brought up thoughts and emotions connected to my mother as she battled with addiction and harsh relationships when I was in my early teens, witnessing her destructive path and her forsaking the very temple that was housing the divine goddess energy of her spirit. That night I broke down hysterically into tears as soon as I got home, I let the flood gates open for a good two hours without judging what I was feeling or trying to figure it out or make myself wrong for feeling what came up. As I woke up the heaviness was still present, what I find is that just one way may not work to shift my storm, so Imoved into dance and put on some music that I knew would pull deeper at my heart strings. Unleashing my hell storm of anger shifted me into a state of pleasure and turn on, reminding me of the radiance that always exists within me as I feel my ass and hips move dancing my way back into my light right in my living room being witnessed by my sisters. There is something super potent about being witnessed in your pain while being held in sisterhood, it makes everything you are feeling acceptable and supported so we can move through to the other side of ecstasy.
The contrast of emotions, the polarity of being in a physical body with a full rainbow spectrum of emotions and the privilege of being the feminine. Our innate nature means that we can smile until our cheeks hurt and in the next moment we can cry until we've created a river with haling skies. The greatest teachers and biggest lights in the world have endured the darkest of days. We need you bright and shiny sister for you too posses divinely potent magic within that is medicine for us all and your radiance is waiting for you on the other side.
Josefina aka Pussy Priestess
I spent many years looking for love in the bottom of a shot glass at endless nightclubs, bars, and events and at a low point in my life I realized that no amount of alcohol, sex, and partying could satisfy my deep appetite for love. I discovered, through this perfectly designed journey of pain, that the love I was seeking was never outside of myself, it was patiently waiting to be reclaimed and unleashed. This Blog is medicine-Its my medicine to anyone who needs and desires it on their personal journey to reclamation.